Sometimes, there's nothing that feels better than hearing just simply a "welcome home" from the right people. I'm not talking about a partner. I mean it from perhaps a parent, perhaps a parental figure, maybe a guardian. Perhaps it might be nice to hear a welcome home once in awhile..
I do get jealous. I get absolutely jealous that friends have their parents to talk about and kids are doing well with their parents. I get so jealous that everyone else gets to have something i don't. I get,quite frankly, discouraged and down when i watch shows with scenes that portrays sweet interaction between parent and child. But as jealous as i get, it doesn't stop me from going where i want to. What has happened gave me what i have today. I don't regret it one bit. It's just, it'll be nice to hear it from family once in awhile, as much as I hate to see them.
I feel terribly lost. I've suddenly gotten back into the business of overthinking and trying to find the meaning of life. I feel lost enough to want to destroy everything around me and sit in a corner for days on end. But i don't feel scared the slightest bit. After all, how else do you find yourself without getting lost?
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