Last day, 2013

Hey look. Last day of 2013.
I think something is really wrong with me. I just told the girl i really like, to hold on to the guy she really loves. I'm doing everything wrong today i just want to rant and scold so...here. Just like how my mind does it.

Whatthefuckicantakecareofyoubetterthanhecandontchoosehimireallystillhavefeelingsforyouihatetoseeyoudownorsadandiwanttobetheonetomakeyoulaughandsmileandidkspendtimewithyou.childishmeiknowlikewhyaftersolongstillstuckwiththefeelingsdontaskmeaskmyheartthatdoesntwanttogiveupatallbutwhatsimportantisthatyouarehappyandforthat...youshouldstaywithhim.i'mtiredofbeingleftoutandignoredbyyouanditreallyhurtsmetoseethingshappentoyou.sickoffeelingaloneandscaredjustbecauseyou'renotbymysideandyesimissyousodamnmuch.Butiknowwhatimdoingisselfish.wahahawhyamibeatingmyselfupforthis.ijuststillmissyou.

Just one paragraph of my heart's rant HAHA okay now to the fun stuff. Any more will be left to... Next year :P
Really a fun year with all the ridicules, jokes and playing around. But much more with O levels and yaknw. Study camps and all. Like that anon said this is just a dedication(as always) to the few people that made this year so much better. This is just a small one :p the main thing is the message i'll send later at night^^ quick thanks only cos i'm busy today and don't have much time to do this :/

Glenson: sit beside you only kena bullied like siao. But nevermind i'm a nice person forgive you HAHA always disturb me in class and make the class somehow more fun. Come holidays, always call me up ask me go out. LAST NIGHT AH MIDNIGHT CALL ME. Still need to go eat your chicken rice ah sial HAHA

Aaron: eh since holidays started never really go out uh BE FREE ON THURSDAY PLEASE i know got PPP but ehhh almost must relax what. Always come my place study and stay for free :/ but nevermind. My bro i allow :P go nyp don't forget me uh...bloody 26 points=.=

Rachel Ashley: remember the nickname uh HAHA and we always used to study at mac together. Is your maths still terrible? And dont keep spazzing about donghae arh. Eh you still haven't told me who is lemon and orange and alien... If you need help still can call me :p

Rachel Gouw: first thing that i must tell you. DONT BE SO PESSIMISTIC okay ya be confident of yourself. I can still help you with maths and all since i will come back to the school alot~ and one day. One day i want to try the food you cook HAHA always post on ig but never share with me :(

Weihan:Another one only know how to bully me. Always say the sick jokes in class ah but also the love doctor. The mature joker. Make sure O levels get all a1 ah secret mugger :P

Yi kang: always can talk to you about anything and everything and i have to thank you for being my listening ear in class and being my teacher in class for some stuff too and always being the middleman. I know pressure you alot that's why... Really knowing you is uplifting. To see your point of view makes me grateful that i chose to know you better.

Now who else did i miss...

Kalynn: hmm. Idiot HAHA dont always so sad lehh. Only knew you for how long :/ still that cute little girl to me HAHA go ice skating again someday! :P

Phyllis: dont forget your teacher hor always ask me( or me ask you) for anaths okay its not that tough. And yes you're much much like my younger sister. Like japanese food so much only know how to snapchat me that :/ HAHA and hii don't forget your 'boyfriend' ah HAHAHA

Okayy. I have nothing else left and i hope i don't carry any regrets from this year. I just hope...i'll start 2014 well.