Word by word that appeared in my head during work.
You'd see her smiling, bright laughter and sweet cheers out with her friends. She feels more confident and brave around her friends and that air radiates around her. Once she gets home and the room to her door closes her demons crawls out from every shadow. Her image of herself in the mirror contorts and every flaw she sees becomes bigger. Every insult she has heard floats around in her head. Every inch of skin not taut on her body she finds fat. She has nobody in her family to really tell all of these to and every last mistake she made infront of others. She asks herself why. She cries alone at night. Maybe all she just needs is someone to confide to.
He seems just quiet and the type that rarely talks. He always looks down on the ground as he walks. He feels so scared after what he's been put through. He slowly crumbles as he immerses himself in work, letting his emotions freeze. He smiles at all the passing remarks and hurtful inconsiderates, keeping it all in, always faking a smile. It's about time he really has somebody to love now...
Watching this show is just making me cry and crushing my mood even more. It's making me think of the past. I...wish i could get a nice hug now.
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