Tired.

Dance at its finest and most free, in self expression. Anger, sadness, pain. Happiness, laughter and joy. The freedom in movement is amazing and now, i need a dance partner.

I think... Its been enough time to get over something that happened in just a day. That's whats everyone is telling me. She's not worth it, she's not worth a fraction of what you give, she's not even supposed to happen to someone like you. Who am i kidding. I nod and agree and honestly only until now, i'm finally tired out. Of feeling sad over her and getting seriously emotional and having him run rampant in my head. But what happened yesterday just caught me off guard. I still do have a long way to go, just not a long life to live. I saw a particular girl. That one i... Have regrets letting go. I never knew seeing someone have that gleam in their eyes could be this freaking attractive and well, now i do. But alas. Raised with the mindset of a guardian. Forever to take the side of the hurting and that is the only flaw i wish i didnt have. Love touches for a second but scars for a life time. The second scar is now ingraved and i guess.. i'm finally ready to move on. From what i see of myself, i'm almost out of the mess i walked into. And once i finally do, i will never turn back.

But... For some god forsaken reason. I really do miss her.. but now its not just her alone. Seems someone is inching her way into my attention..