"Just like the break of spring, flowers bloom and grasses grow and life blossoms and the world seems much brighter. Just like the beginnings of life, and of love.
Summer is when the heat is the strongest, when the passions flares and unbearable at times but memorable all the time. And here is when bonds are forged into steel and smiles are everywhere.
Fall is when feelings start to sour, the cold sets in for the first time. Friends and couples look down at their feet, missing the memories more than the person in front of them, where the bonds face the test of time.
Winter is silent outside, but warm inside. Familes huddle close and lone wolves roam the night. Bonds are set for life and those that are meant to wander spend their whole lives alone and it is a miraculous sight to see these people find their partners, for you see the sweetest Spring in the coldest of Winters.
And for that, the man caught in the storm and yet only laments, will live another day in their plight and the man who fights his way through the silent winter savours the sweetest springs, the warmest summers and the cosiest falls, but contented will always be the man who appreciates the bitter of winter."
I think this is really cool. Been going through my head for quite awhile now so.. decided to write this out.
Yknw, i've been meeting lots of really interesting people. But i really hate that trapped feeling, that phobia of getting close to another person again. Look at Iris. Keller. Gillian. Sometimes i want to get to know them more but... Sigh. Its just me. Even if shit hadnt happened i wouldnt have the guts to talk to them either.. even to guys. I cant hold a proper conversation without feeling that paranoia that they might betray me somehow. This is stupid..
Im thinking. Maybe by doing what i did... Its. The better choice in the end. Yeah... I miss yhe way things were, but i also prefer to not see the other outcome.
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