I think what some people say to look in for a significant other, i guess my expectations are actually pretty damn high. I really do expect quality.. and separation is a weakness of mine. Grew up in that, my achilles heel you could say.
Someone who'd be weird with me when i am
Someone who' tease me for my favourite things and do them with me
Someone who'd sit under the stars with me when i'm down and out
Someone who'd be there
Basically someone i'm really happy to be with and vice versa. I love candlelight dinners. I love the old movie-dinner idea. The romantic walk by the beach. That stuff..
And just when i finally thought i found someone, i had to back off. Doesnt hurt but.. i dont know. These are messy feelings that wants to go in different directions, to different people at once. Dangerous emotions. I dont have a want to rely on others now. I have a want to slow down and yeah.. its almost instinctive that i want to settle down already. 3:22 in the morning and i'm suddenly thinking of you. I really like that sweet voice and the way your eyes light up but i hate how they dont anymore and.. i'm too scared to ask why. Sigh..
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