Everything is starting to break down. Not all in a bad way. My dance is breaking down, my locking is losing its form and my popping is starting to gain its flow. My hiphop is losing its power. My body is slowly losing power. I dont know how long this body can stand before it falls to sickness and there are so many events for fb that its really pissing me off, after junior year, unless jin wen requests for performances, i'm not coming back ugh.
Then theres this thing. I dont know how to feel exactly. I'm pretty torn between my head, my heart and my instincts. My head is telling me to do whatever i want, my heart is telling me to go all in but my instincts are warning me to get the fuck out. But alas, you mean more than anything all of a sudden where before, you were just another face in the crowd and now you're the only person i want more time with. Suddenly you're the cutest thing that ever happened to me.
I dont really know whats happening, but this month i will spend the time fully and by the time its over, then i'll make my decision on whether... I want to continue or not.
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